Um…. now i'm getting paranoid

So I was wondering why I wasn’t getting any answers to my question about the thumb drive on Yahoo Answers… normally there are hundreds of responses to even the most dumbass questions…. so i went there and I found this



When I saw that I gotta admit I got a cold shiver…. so then I looked in my spam folder in my yahoo account and found this

You have posted content to Yahoo! Answers in violation of our Community Guidelines or Terms of Service. As a result, your content has been deleted. Community Guidelines help to keep Yahoo! Answers a safe and useful community, so we appreciate your consideration of its rules.

which I think is kinda weird considering all I posted was the same thing I posted on squidoo and craigslist and everywhere else… its probably perfectly innocent of course its just that after all this talk of conspiracys and people going missing I am definitely starting to get a little paranoid………..i’ve had an idea though…I’m going to do a little experiemtn….watch this space…

Conspiracy-a-gogo!!!

Okay so this is now officially kinda exciting…. I got back from my mini-vacation yesterday and this email was waiting for me….

Dear Lisa

Thank you so much for getting in touch with this information.

From what you’ve posted on your blog, I think it’s a pretty safe bet that the memory stick you found belongs to our man Darius Lockwood.

our man Darius Lockwood!... that’s so cute!!!! This guy may be a crazy but you can just hear his English accent even in an email.... I feel like I’m in a james Bond movie!!

I have been aware of Mr Lockwood for some time as he shares a fascination for many of the same topics and areas of study as I do. I understand from what you’ve written that you’re rather cynical about paranormal activity in general and particularly dismissive of UFOs and secret societies and so on, and that’s perfectly understandable – these things can be very difficult to get your head round

right...

I shan’t bore you with the details of the Weavers. Suffice to say, they are a secret society with their roots in a 12th century religious sect in France, they are very real and very much active today. I don’t ask you to believe me necessarily, but do take a look at this post on my blog and have a little think...

He links here

It’s my contention that Darius Lockwood was getting a little too close to the Weavers. He was poking his nose in where it wasn’t wanted and, well, now he’s gone.

I’m going to do a little investigation of my own over here. I’d love to get my hands on that memory stick, but it’s certainly too important to mail and I would hope that you wouldn’t just mail it to some stranger from the internet anyway!

Damn straight…. not without my reward I wont.. ;)

If you could send me any further documents or images however, I’m sure they would help me in trying to get to the bottom of this. You mentioned that he was writing some kind of diary also? If you could see your way to letting me see some of this – particularly the most recent entries – I think there could be some serious clues there.

i’m not sure about this…. This is all v.private stuff...But I don’t really know what else to do… all I can really think of is trying to find out what happened to darius lockwood on my own and although I am starting to feel a little bit like Veronica Mars i'm nto sure my detective skills are quite there yet!…oh and theres this…

You might also think twice before posting any of this on your blog. After all, we don’t want you disappearing too!

Oops! Thought about it- posted it anyway…. sorry Mr Secret Patterns guy but this is blog gold!!!… I got my readers to think of now… hi Jenny!!!!... :))

So…. is this getting freaky or what?.

Making connections...

alright so I’ve written to the secret patterns guy to see if he can help me get a little bit closer to the reward that surely must be waiting for me at the end of all this.... i've been looking at his site some more though and he’s a little bit kooky to say the least.... I don’t think we’re going to have very much in common.. for example, I don’t believe in UFOs and I don’t belive in aliens and I don’t believe in mind control and I don’t believe in levitation and I don’t believe in the moth man and I definitely don’t belive that the government had anything to do with 9/11..... and while I’m making a list I don’t believe in Bible Codes, illuminati, secret societies, big foot, little green men or GIANT SHAPE SHIFTING LIZARD PEOPLE GETTING READY TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!. but secret patterns guy seems to believe in all of this stuff...... he seems to believe in everything in fact.... anyway I’ve written him an email so we’ll see....... watch this space..

btw if you’re reading this Mr AgentInTheMystery, I’m sure you’re very nice and all its just that you are absolutely CRAZY AS A LOON!!!!!....no disrespect intended ;)

oh and apparently HTH stands for "hope this helps".. thanks Henry!... I do!!

Secret patterns???

At last I’m definitely getting somewhere.. this morning I received an email from someone who saw my message on squidoo..

“You really can’t have searched very hard at all. FYI there’s a website called Google which helps you find things that you’re looking for on the worldwide web. For example if you type in the name “darius lockwood” it throws up all kinds of things:

http://www.google.com/search?num=100&hl=en&safe=off&q=%22darius+lockwood%22+&btnG=Search

HTH.”

Okay thanks for the internet lesson Henry ;)) ….not sure what HTH means though…Henry the Hero maybe?.... for your information I had actually already searched for Darius Lockwood I just hadn’t seen the other site that mentions him..... AND THE WEAVERS!!!!.... http://secretpatterns.blogspot.com/.. unfortunately he seems to be a total wackjob :( its a start though...

Eeeeewwwwww! Creep gets my hopes up. :((

I’m really cheesed off.. I just got this email it said:

"Hey, hi there, yep that baby is mine! Thanks you so much for hanging on it and putting it online! You were right. I went frantic this last months......"

He said he was Darius Lockwood and his email address was some Spanish guy’s name…. like I’m that retarded.. He wanted to know where we could meet…….eww I could barf…. Mostly because for a second there I thought I was onto something….my heart started thumping too!! BASTARD!!

Anyways....i had one last idea....i’m going to talk to the bloggers..but this really is the last shot because tomorrow I am outta here on a weeks holiday! :)))) and Darius Lockwood and his precious weavers can eat my dust.............

Just about ready to give up now. Dammit!

Okay so I’ve been making more of an effort to get the stick back to it’s rightful owner over past few days.....i’m guessing they’re probably pretty frantic by now!... I've put the detaisl on some other sites...yahoo answers,, craigslist, squidoo, gumtree, digg .. I didn’t even know some of these places existed....and i also wrote to Gothamist and if nobody comes forward now as much as it sucks I think it might be time to forget about it..... :(

Weavers Pattern

OK...here's another (of the many) weird images on the disk...I'm hoping this'll end up on Google images and from there CNN AND THE WORLD....Er, yeah, maybe. If you recognise this or can place it, or just know what colours are supposed to go in which square :)) let me know.

More diary entries

Ok, no hits, no emails, no reward. I'm upping the stakes. I've trimmed most of the personal stuff from the journal thing that's on the drive.... (I'm REALLY sorry for whoever's this is for reading this stuff....I've only skimmed it HONEST. But I figure a girl reading your personal research is a small price to pay for getting it back...). Anyway, I don't understand it....so...

From DJOURNAL07.DOC

"October 21st, 17:50

“Gnostism I’m trying to get my head round Gnosticism for an article I’m researching.

Thinking about The Matrix is helpful. (But thinking about The Matrix: Revolutions is not).

Gnosticism positions itself outside of theology and philosophy. It’s all down to a singular, individual mystic experience known as “gnosis” which is mostly inexpressible.

All religions traditions acknowledge the world is imperfect. But Gnosticism differs from all the rest because it places the blame not with us human beings, but with the flawed creator.

This is why the Gnostic position appeared blasphemous to Christians and why Gnostic-believers like the Knights Templar were burned at the stake and sects like The Weavers went into hiding.

“Mi sento esiliato in mezzo aglu uomini“ - The self is an alien in a world vacated by the divine.

It just struck me that the word ‘agnosticism’ means ‘a-gnosticism’, the ‘absence of gnosis’ - the individual feels exiled among men.

Different historical periods who also required a different implementation of Gnosticism. During the Manichean and Cathar Gnostic movements, it was all about purity of conduct and integrity. In 2nd and 3rd century Alexandria, it was all about individualism. And today? In the age of saturation and ennui, maybe it’s all about tearing down the palace walls and setting fires to wake people up?"